i feel really used =/

i probally dont have a reason but i knew everything would add up to this. why did they not want me there?
and there trying to hide it from me. =/
but i know, it slipped 3 times when i was talking to her, its not just that there was a non-steph party that my mates threw its just kinda addind up. not getting invited places with them, then when i tryto invite them over or ask them to do somthing they have somthing else to do. all the time.

and the ignoring in school mostly, theres just new groups or somthing and i feel really looked down on, like they know everything and have done everything together.

"******* is me favourite"

and then the fact that the person who wrote that were ignoring me for agesss and ages then out of the blue a text from her saying "how was your christmas" and i was like. oh yey! thats odd, but she just wanted to ask about a newyears party on here and if she could go and bring her lad, then she was like kay gotta go.

that shouts lick arse to me, i just wanna know what i did for them to push me away so much.

and yhea no more party in my gaff just bringin a few people over, and if they get to pick and choose who to take then so do i.

No point in bringin people that dont even speak to me anyway...

as soon as i said it wasnt on she hasnt talked to me :L

I tried starting up convos andtexts and asking ppl to come out with me, i made an effort to keep our friendships going, so yhea, Not anymore if yous really wanna be my friend the way it was. i think you's will at leat give some sort of shit, you can read this and brush it off your shoulder if you want... :) doesnt bother me ither way. Coz i gave a shit.