I just wanted to try somthing new, and whenn i told my dad he just shot it down an says i have to do it on my own, learn all my skills on my own. EVEERYTHING, i just want to have some fun and do some classes in somthing. Urghh. He says you dont need to be thought you do it all yourself coz your never guarenteed youl get what you want out of it, i said whats the point in school or college then??? he was all... Well... thats different, its nottt >=[
He says you dont need certificates in anything to make a living.
ERR
YES YOU DO!!!
Friday, April 10, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
Sometimes I feel like just getting into a car and just driving (I cant drive by the way :]) I just want to go somewhere… Anywhere. Just drive. I bet that would be relaxing =] Not give a damn about where you end up!
Last week I did a lot moping. Feeling sorry myself, oh the fool I am. I put myself in this situation. There is no one else to blame. I tried thinking things out… I couldn’t think, I could just see my future as this awful mess. That would be my fault to. My future is a mess the way I’m going about it.
I just need a damn goal in life I need something to work towards I don’t know what I’m going to do. So I’m just kind of floating around. I don’t know where I want to go now, I don’t want to stay here but it looks like im kinda stuck here. But I know if I try real hard I could so do it. But I don’t know what im doing so I cant find the motivation. Urgh its just a big smelly circle. I feel numb again just nothing. I hate that feeling. Next summer im finished that’s not to long away. Where do I go? Am I gonna go to college? =/ Will I even pass my LC? No I don’t think so :’( I know I shouldn’t be so pessimistic but my mind is kinda stuck that way now.
I just need to get out of this god damn place for a while. I feel like I’m going crazy.
HALPP!!!
Last week I did a lot moping. Feeling sorry myself, oh the fool I am. I put myself in this situation. There is no one else to blame. I tried thinking things out… I couldn’t think, I could just see my future as this awful mess. That would be my fault to. My future is a mess the way I’m going about it.
I just need a damn goal in life I need something to work towards I don’t know what I’m going to do. So I’m just kind of floating around. I don’t know where I want to go now, I don’t want to stay here but it looks like im kinda stuck here. But I know if I try real hard I could so do it. But I don’t know what im doing so I cant find the motivation. Urgh its just a big smelly circle. I feel numb again just nothing. I hate that feeling. Next summer im finished that’s not to long away. Where do I go? Am I gonna go to college? =/ Will I even pass my LC? No I don’t think so :’( I know I shouldn’t be so pessimistic but my mind is kinda stuck that way now.
I just need to get out of this god damn place for a while. I feel like I’m going crazy.
HALPP!!!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Just experimentin with writing.
I am almost convinced his eyes are made of solid gold.
And the sun doesn’t just shine on his skin it caresses his skin,
Revealing a glow, like diamonds, beaming from his body.
Then in the shadows his pale skin, white as chalk, he stands as beautiful as ever.
To cold to touch but to perfect to let go. We thread on a thin line day in day out.
Every day he stays the same, and every day I get closer to death.
He tries to scare me out of his life, he asks me,
“what if I’m not the hero? What if I’m the monster?”
There is no monster in this man… In this thing.
His heart is as golden as his eyes.
“I can’t stay away from you anymore. Your like my own personal brand of heroine” he said.
He is my hero. He is mine. And I made the decision. I am now frozen.
I can’t wait for us to not grow old together.
Were threading on thin lines day in and day out. Between reality and fantasy.
The world will grow old, and be born again.
while we dance to the song of evolution. For eternity.
And the sun doesn’t just shine on his skin it caresses his skin,
Revealing a glow, like diamonds, beaming from his body.
Then in the shadows his pale skin, white as chalk, he stands as beautiful as ever.
To cold to touch but to perfect to let go. We thread on a thin line day in day out.
Every day he stays the same, and every day I get closer to death.
He tries to scare me out of his life, he asks me,
“what if I’m not the hero? What if I’m the monster?”
There is no monster in this man… In this thing.
His heart is as golden as his eyes.
“I can’t stay away from you anymore. Your like my own personal brand of heroine” he said.
He is my hero. He is mine. And I made the decision. I am now frozen.
I can’t wait for us to not grow old together.
Were threading on thin lines day in and day out. Between reality and fantasy.
The world will grow old, and be born again.
while we dance to the song of evolution. For eternity.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Blogger!
is awfull :L
Everytime i post somthing i get in shite! Someone always seems to link someone else to this and then there all like WTF???? hate you.
Even tho its probally about somthing totally different... 0_0
I cant even rant on here anymore!
ah well ^^.
bored. give me somthing to do!
xoxo
Everytime i post somthing i get in shite! Someone always seems to link someone else to this and then there all like WTF???? hate you.
Even tho its probally about somthing totally different... 0_0
I cant even rant on here anymore!
ah well ^^.
bored. give me somthing to do!
xoxo
Monday, February 23, 2009
What the fuck!
Why do people spread shitty roumers? I was so annoyed! I want to know who it was and what they want out of it. >=[
I never said i would get with him at any smelly gig! PRICK. And he kept saying OMG TEXT UR BF AN LIKE BREAK UP WITH HIM.
WTF??? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! wouldnt dream of it shit head.
I bet everyone who heard that shit must think im an awfull bastard.
Its not true! and i dont understand why you would believe it love. :( But its all cleared up on our end so thats good.
i want to know how it started and why the fuck.
People who start roumers are shite, People who spread them are almost as bad...
gayness.
/rantover
I never said i would get with him at any smelly gig! PRICK. And he kept saying OMG TEXT UR BF AN LIKE BREAK UP WITH HIM.
WTF??? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! wouldnt dream of it shit head.
I bet everyone who heard that shit must think im an awfull bastard.
Its not true! and i dont understand why you would believe it love. :( But its all cleared up on our end so thats good.
i want to know how it started and why the fuck.
People who start roumers are shite, People who spread them are almost as bad...
gayness.
/rantover
Monday, February 9, 2009
Ellooo
Hmmph. I'm so sick of my style, Bored of skinnies and tee's and stuff. Ugh. I want to get rid of all my clothes and get totally new ones. Just browsing Ebay and theres so much Cute stuff! There all in hongkong though. :(
I love it! ^^
And this
This is also really cute :)
Gimmie!!
Know anywere where i can get this stuff? Dundalk? Dublin? preferably dundalk!
Xxxxxx
I love it! ^^
And this
This is also really cute :)
Gimmie!!
Know anywere where i can get this stuff? Dundalk? Dublin? preferably dundalk!
Xxxxxx
Monday, January 19, 2009
Oh ma gawdz sdgdslaf
There is somthing wrong with me.
I just can't wait for the sims 3.
Im going to school. IM GOING TO SCHOOL! so time will go fastlyer! LOL.
IM GAY!
but i love the sims, to much, its horrible. For you :P Muahaha!
Monday is almost over. Thats not to bad :)
I is in a good mood. Stuff is kinda normal again ::)
And mid-term is like, 4 weeks away lol. im only back a week.
hehe kai byesssssssssssss
I just can't wait for the sims 3.
Im going to school. IM GOING TO SCHOOL! so time will go fastlyer! LOL.
IM GAY!
but i love the sims, to much, its horrible. For you :P Muahaha!
Monday is almost over. Thats not to bad :)
I is in a good mood. Stuff is kinda normal again ::)
And mid-term is like, 4 weeks away lol. im only back a week.
hehe kai byesssssssssssss
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